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I've Got The World On A String.

What a world, what a life, I'm in love....

It's been a party up here in the shadows for some time now.... If by party, one means that the demons seem a tad bit more chipper than usual...

About three months worth of research, a hell of a lot of sleep and pizza up the ass....

Fuck.... I don't even know why I'm even writing this...

You all are dead... imprisoned... or just.... gone...

Not like I should even give a flying fuck. You were all sheep to me. Mere rats that were only as useful as I would allow you to be.

But...

Hell I dunno...

I miss the arguments... the caring sentiments... even when I spit in your faces...

When Father grew irritated with the bullshit... with how the world threw Him into a role akin to a playful pup...

He took so many of you....

And I can't seem to understand why it hurts me.

Day after day I check each and every one of your blogs and see nothing more than another day added since you've last updated.

The cobwebs encumber everything now...

And I should be happy. We are winning. You all lost. Give it another year and Father will have everything under control once more and this little hiccup of rebellion will be nothing more than a tired old memory.

I guess it's as it should be.

And I guess I should just concentrate more on ridding myself of these emotions again.

Sigh...

Either way I've been ordered to move on. Moderating a dead compilation of memories is surprisingly a waste of my talent.

So I guess this is goodbye. To whoever is still twitching with life out there and not rotting in a hole somewhere...

It's been fun...

I'm sorry.