20111221

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20111219

On the Twelfth Day of Christmas....

Is it the starry lights that speckle the nighttime sky above me?

Yes...... I think it is.

I'm shivering.

I'm sprawled naked in the snow.

My breath but wisps in the air.

Where am I now?

How long before I black out again?

Did I miss Christmas?

My body is covered with burns from where the Monument had touched me.

Apparently I piss him off.

Alot.

Eh, before I go away again.

Happy Christmas.

p.s. What I want for Christmas, is a warm bed. Behind a locked door. Where I know I can be alone.

And he won't find me again.

20111215

...And I was just trying to figure out exactly HOW I am supposed to be of ANY importance to you, father, OR the Monument.

And every word that you let exit your little skullcave is only pissing me off.

I KNOW who I am. I don't need you to tell me that.

And I can promise you I will NEVER do what you expect me to do. No matter HOW much gore you promise it'll cause.

I won't hurt father like that.

.....Stop looking at me like that.

OKay stop it.

NoT Agian.

PLeaSe STop.

STOP.

God PleAse.

No non No Non no nono No.

Stop PLeaSees I BEg of YOU!

It hurts. so bad.

Let me gO.

20111208

HEYGUYS!!!

I KNow YOU'vE AlL BEeN WONdERIng WhaT's BEen/ UP WITh Me RECentLY.

BUt NO NEEd To WorRy!

I'm Fine now.

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